Psychologicar war

Psychologicar war
People says every thinkg is fair in love and war,What about phychological war?

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

The touch in goal game.
   After returning back from school,as i reached my home,my mother said go change your dress and  wash your hand and  legs,and bring your those stinky shocks. As i don't need to exchange dress because  on the way to home i used to  take off my uniforms one by one on each junctions. The only one thing remained was the paints. After freshen up i looked for  snacks there was popcorn on a plate with the ghundhruk pickle.I ate the pickle first and  put all of the popcorn on three pockets of my paints and run straight to our playing ground. There were my brother and his friends, some of my friends playing touch in goal game,the most played game in our village after the cowboy and the aliens. I sat in one corner and watched other play.After some time  one kids mom called him and he returned back and  i joined for his  substitute. As as we were playing,one slapped me on my cheek and said  touch, my cheek were as red as an apple and  hot ad an burning coal. I offended and began to quarrel with my brothers friend  for that hit. You bastard why you hit me,when you just have to touch huh?you son of a bitch.He then begins to beat me as he was senior than me there was no chance of mine to gave a good revenge. There was my brother looking all of this,i thought he would come and defend me but as he appear and  pulls me off and gave a blasting slap and said  why you have to quarrel with him hum,if you don't know how to play go home or watch other play,and  one more slap on my next cheek.Tears flew through my both eyes i cried.and everybody laughed.that was an awkward moment for which i could never forgive my own brother,i cried more thinking why didn't he offend me,i was a poor child i could do nothing than to sit and cry.Nobody came to cheer up me.that day i hated my brother than the other kid who slapped me.I thought is this my real brother? Rather offending me  took the other kids side and  didn't embrace  me in front of all,this thing grow so deep that i could feel the strange feel on my heart.I was not going to forgave him for  this act.and i returned back home wiping my tears.

Friday, September 18, 2015

                                               Food For Crows,cows,dog and spirits.

         Dad lets eat food i am so hungry.I can't bear my hunger any more. Its already halfpast nine. And night has grown quite dark.I will bring leaves of trees to give  food for crows and cows.
 My dad laughed and my brother replied:you fool you don't need to offer food  for crows and cows during night.You fool you know nothing else eating and crying.Now shut up and wait to have dinner.
I said no i am hungry and i want to eat right now.My dad said go ask for your mother:my brother interrupted and said no, you wait for elder brother it's a family tradition to have dinner together shut your mouth you little kid and kicked me in my bum. I could do nothing but to wait for elder brother to came. That night i didn't like my brother,i was hungry and i just wanted to eat but i had to tolerate his behavior and waited.I got asleep soon enough without  having dinner that night.
        Late  night  i feel something making sound on my stomach.I felt strange,my mouth was dry and i feel thirsty.I looked for water but it was all dark.I started crying,soon enough my father appears from his room  and lit the tuki. I told him about the noise my stomach was making and the thirst was kiling me.He offered me water and my stomach again make a strange sound.He said you are hungry,your stomach is empty and rub his fingers in my stomach.I laughed and we went to kitchen looked for food.There was nothing but bitten rice.I had a little and went straight to my bed.My brother was watching all of this and as i enter the room he said you little kid why don't you stop performing drama during middle of night.I just stared.He speak with a horse sound put off that  tuki and sleep or you get a good kick  as before.
    I did as he told.
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  This is a story of two brothers,actually a psychological story of two brothers who hates each other. As they grew up  the  hate towards each other grew enough than their age and maturness.The story begains from their childhood and ends on their 20s.How do they survive in those years,how do their mind behaves and why eventually one of them kills his own brother.The thrill emotion and hate for own blood brother,where did this evolve,why did this has to happen,what was the reason behind this? After you read the whole story you will find the answer.
 
     How do psychology affect the young brain to kill his brother?Does he really wants to kill him or he is trying some experiments with life?The mystery behind this answer is the story.The two brother start the war from early age and ends on their late 20s, after one of them is dead.Thereafter is the war really over or the start of another war,Does the war ends?